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finally the drama thing is over. no more practises at night, no more fights, no more stay ups. yeah, it sounds like ‘what a relief’ but i think i’m gonna miss ‘em all. especially the dancing practise. lol. of course we (our EEEA) group didnt have any coreographer and we thougt all the steps by ourselves but that was what we enjoyed the most. we don’t care we didn’t win but we’re proud of what we did.people said our group ‘captured our audience’ that they expected us to win at the first place, but is that true? i dunno. ask the audience. well, i admit that we’re lack of attractive props and tickling jokes but that’s how our story should be. a serious one. with sad element, happy, suspense, a bit cruel, and regret….i think there’s no use talking about the past (especially when i’m talking alone). let’s move on.
last week, i attended something like a religious talk at the surau (weekly activity actually). at first it was like a okay… the speaker talked about the importance of hygiene in our life and its relationship with our iman.then he suddenly brought up a topic which i didnt expect at all when he said ‘bandaraya kuching is the cleanest city in malaysia’ and THEN, he corrected it, ‘ ah no. kuching is not a bandaraya yet, it’s a bandar. so, let’s think how come a bandar like kuching can be cleaner than bandaraya shah alam?’ oh HELLO?!!is he still living in the 1960s?? i thought people who gives talk are brilliant and educated but hey, that guy doesn’t even know that kuching had been a bandaraya for years!and uh, fyi (those who never come to kuching) it’s no different than oh-what-people-call-modern-and-clean-bandaraya-shah-alam.the infrastructure isnt different at all. well, i’d say kuching is much much cleaner (of course) and beautiful than here. it’s not that i wanna boast, i just want you guys to realize the truth, the fact. i pity those whose mindsets are still in the 1960s. if you just can’t believe me, just book your flight ticket and fly there. i welcome anyone but use your own money la. lol.
y’know, i’ve been wanting to talk about that kind of things for a long time but i just wanna remain silent and be patient. people always look down on me (also others who come from the eastern part). they even ask how do we move there (transportation is what they mean). oh come on!! do you expect we’re living like in a cave and wear nothing except for cawat and we walk miles to go to the school? think logically. if we really do as what you guys are thinking, we wont be here. we won’t even know what a cellphone is. we won’t even know how to use a computer or having email address. and we will be flabbergasted each time we see cars on the road. so, who’s the stupid one right now? judge yourself.
just wait and see. maybe one time you’d come to my place and if you mindset is still the 1960s one, i hope you’d not forget to close your mouth and blink your eyes.
the moral here is; stop looking down at someone for something you aren’t clear of.
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right now, i’m writing my blog while having my breakfast.it’s really a break because i’m only drinking a mug of milk. hehe..i’m supposed to study for the coming exam but i don’t feel like to.so here i am, writing my blog instead of studying.(hey me!)
the kouhais have come. i met them, and i think they are fine. well, i can’t really judge them yet because it’s still too early or any judgement. but their first impression was like a ‘whoa’. lol. wanna know why?some of them make us (the senpais) look like their kouhai, which means, they look more matured than us. heh… i guess that’s not unexpected.
internet connection here is back, but it’s sooooooooo slow! there are always connection problems.even when we chat it’s kind of confusing. last night a friend tried to view his webcam but bcause of the connection problem, it failed.and even when we talk (YM call) i could hear my own voice when i speak but the voice i heard was about a minute later after i’ve spoken.isn’t that irritating?but it’s better than no connection right? so i’ll stop complaining.
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it’s tomorrow! finally it’s time for me to be a senpai. uh, not really ‘that senpai’ actually but it’s…kind of. *smile widely* but i really pity them. y’know, they don’t get what we got when we got here a yaer ago. it’s so unfair! yea, i know it’s them who should say that because we have more but they are our juniors, they deserve the same as we do! how come the management people are so mean? they should be able to think. they were given budget for everything to be prepared.moreover, the budget (as i heard from someone) is equal to ours! i wonder where the money goes.. but i hope they won’t use it for their own purpose.because it’s not their’s!
anyway, i’d like to welcome all the kouhai and i hope you all will really think either you really want to proceed with this program or not. you only have 2 weeks to decide and if you’re late, you’ll regret it forever. but don’t worry, the YPM people love us and they’ll take care of us well. 
my, my…. have so many homeworks but don’t feel like doing it. *sighs*
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finally we got back our internet connection. phewh! many things had happened since my last blog. but most of them are not good things. heheh…
our kouhai (junior) will be here soon, in about 2 or 3 days. can’t wait. they are our first kouhai ever here and of course,i’m as young as most of them. lol. hope they’ll be good juniors. 