otsukaresama!!!

July 2nd, 2006

today we had a futsal match. our team won the 2nd place! but uh. i didn’t really play. i won cheering for them. lol. i enjoyed it really, but now i’m so tired i dont feel like studying. bad, bad me.

guess what, a few days ago someone doubted my race. it wasnt really a ‘doubt’ actually but that person said that i’m not a pure malay. oh come on!!i AM okay?? it’s not that i want to be too proud being a pure malay instead of mixed blood of chinese of india or thai or pakistan or etc. it’s just, i think that person’s mindset is in my hometown, it’s hard to find a pure malay because that person thought there are only dayaks or kelabits or all those kind of race. oh HELLOOOWW??!! (again) and you know what’s the reason that person said that kind of thing? it’s because of my mothertounge. well, it’s known that our language is really different from the proper malay language. okay. but that doesn’t mean that we’re not pure malay, does it? oh i knew it. that person wasnt satisfied for not understanding our language that’s why that person made the statement eh? LOL.funny. really funny. the thing is, that person her/himself isn’t really a pure malay. s/he is in fact, a mixed blood of pakistan/siam. haha. i don’t know if s/he is actually proud of that. whatever. i’m sick of it. like salwa said, the hell with that! ha-ha.

after our exam, which is about 3 weeks from now on, we’re gonna have a break which is supposed to be 1 week. but because of some activity, it’s shortened 3 days shorter. shoot. i thought of going back home but now it’s useless and only a waste of money since if i do, i’ll be spending not less than RM500 for less-than-a-week stay at home.(….) but it’s okay. guess i’m not going home. after the break, we’ll have a 1 month short semester. which supposed to have a week break again later and i hope there won’t be any activity again or i’ll be stucked up here for the whole year.poor me. lol.