funny that now i realized….

May 18th, 2007

friend? buddy? mate? tomodachi? shinyuu? member? kwn? geng? lol.

now i know what a true friend is.

i always thought someone i trust, i help, i spend time together, i share my probs with…s/he is my friend.although people always say bad things bout his/her, i never give a damn. i always thought everyone has their goods-and-bads. although people can hardly see his/her good part, i’ll try show them. and maybe that’s where i got wrong. i shouldn’t appreciate someone so much as a friend. i should realize of their ‘bads’ too. and should be aware of it. because there might be a time when s/he will ‘eat’ you. it’s not really  backstabber i meant here, it’s just.., they’re not being a true friend for you.and it hurts.a bit.

i actually hv a few buddies i enjoy so much being with them. -blynx, max, aki, .. iema too. hehe… love you guys lotzz… also geng2 study group… miss ya’ll.

today i have great roommate, very considerate and understanding eza chan.. hehe… got similar name with mine. and before, lovely roommate miza chan.. also similar name. ;p natsukashii naa… mizah to isshouni asondari, warattari, netari… ;)

i also have wonderful friends here, which i need not to mention here. you know who you are.you are someone who always spend time with me, doing ‘great’ things together, listen to me, tell me stupid stories, secret, etc. i have great time with you guys. *hugs*

i wont be sad a friend (uh actually someone i thought a friend which i realized now that s/he isnt a true friend) did something to me. i still have more to come. i know i was mistaken. for trusting him/her with my problem. s/he had done this to me before, twice. and i wasn’t aware of it. lol. stupid me. kondo, kiotsukenasai yo! ;D

you should be careful too. really, human being is a complicated creature and yet, the most special one created by Him.

gomen ne chii chan~~!

May 6th, 2007

honto ni gomen!! actually i had time to write to you but a bit lazy…hehe…. not  a bit i guess. a lot. lol.

iroiro attandakedo, can’t tell you all.i dont want to write another ’short story’ here. hihi… so. we’re here now, at taman bukit pelangi. they call here batu tiga.but on written address, it’s subang jaya. whatever la…nice home.but the environment is a bit…..insecure, i’d say. MAIS is waaaaaaaaaaay better than here. i always have to remind myself, ‘it’s time to move with changes’.. huhu….

study is….hm…. a bit tough, but i’ll try my best. yea i know i’m lazy but hehe…what can i do. the new junior…. they’re realllly otonarashii… hehe.. if we walk next to them darekaga kouhai ka senpai ka ienai. (+_+) lol. pity us eh? no. i like being who i am now.

do you believe in: "if the time comes, you fall in love, and you can’t avoid it.love is like a curse"? i dont. i think only people who can’t manage themselves agree with that. we,human being, are gifted.we have brains.so we can think. if we think we can control our emotion, we will.don’t let emotion or those feelings control you. you control them.