lie no lies.

yeah i know i’m bad at expressing how i feel.so sometimes i avoided answering questions and tell lies.haha…not really lies actually, i just didnt feel like answering it honestly…hazukashii?sou kana… hehe..

but not all are lies.

three words i will nvr lie.words i really mean.

:care:miss:love:

i do mean them.so if i ever say any of those to you, you’re the chosen one! yippiee!! ;D

well, i know.there are people who ‘like’ them.they use the words wherever, whenever they like.to anyone.there’s a time when i just get to know someone, and suddenly that person write in my book,`always luv and miss you my friend`. i dont really get it. hoho…i dont think she really mean it.

ijou desu.

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haha i’m talking crap…!

guess he nvr read my blog. lol.

eh. what was i thinking? i hv to forget him laa…hahaha…

i hv to.

miss tun teja, thanx for the hug. i needed it.

but fyi, i don’t think he’ll understand and we’ll nvr be like before.

demo daijoubu. atashi ha atashi nari ni ikite ikitai kara.

xoxoxo

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i’m tired.

sometimes i wonder if i can escape from things i don’t wanna face. well, of course i can’t.
just back to TBP a few days ago, back from raya. raya was….i dunno how to say it. lots of things happened.there are things i don’t wanna do, but i had to. i hurt someone. i dunno if he is reading my post or not, but i..i’m sorry…warui no ha atashi dakara. mou hoka no hito mitsuketa yo ne. sore wo kikuto yokatta. atashino kimochi hottoite, anataga shiawase nara juubun da. atashini jikan kakaru to omou.2 ka getsu ato, mou daijoubu da to omou. mou jibun no kimochi kizutsukanaide, anatani mukaeru.

phew…life’s hard. next month there’ll be interview for university admission.and we must be well prepared for it.gotta do revisions…just like we’re having another exam..hmm….

and now, i’m tired.i’ve just had enough.

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