now i can breathe….

phewh! shiken-done. quizes-over. interview results-gulp. as expected, i didn’t get keio. so i dont have to pening2 to decide which to choose, of course i’m in for ritsumeikan! hihi…kyoto ka…chotto tokyo kara tooi kedo, hitori janai node, shinpai shinai. =D plus, it’d be fun if i can learn kansai ben. nanyare~~! honma da. lol.

just got back from shopping with far n comot at timesquare.it was reeeaaallly crowded.dunno why suddenly today everyone wanna go there. haha…tsukarechau yo…

i’ll be home next wednesday.but i don’t really know how i feel….of course i’m happy, i’m glad i’ll be at home…but i’ll miss……nandeshou ne… hihi…aa, ‘nan’ janakute, ‘dare’ da. =D

ima ha ne, shiawase nanda. ureshii..hope it’ll last forever…

happyhappy!

hii.. it’s so good being happy, isnt it? damn with the sadness. hohoho…just happy being happy.. shiawase desu~~~
interview?done. 1kyuu shiken?done. but there r still lots to do. lan interview. 2 jikken report. 2 test-denshi and denki- plus nihongo quiz. huaaa!!! a bit busy and stressed up but =D i am being happy..!! (nanka aho mitai ne..okashii…,kono onna..) ;p
cant wait for univ interview results! dont care if i cant go to keio. rits is also great what. huhu…just a bit too far from tokyo la…cant be with everyone else.. hmm….
16 days to go! my ‘big day’ and the day i’ll be home! yayy!! =D i’ll be 19 on this 19th!! yeeaa!! hihi.. ok i’ll stop ‘yeaying’. ;p
now at pc lab. not curi tulang k…jugyou mo owatta node, jiyuu desu. hehehe…
sorejya, till then.

ngeheh..

interview will be so soon.8 yas to go..i really hope it’ll end soon.yea, i was worried bout it but i know ‘problem is just the matter of time’ or mathematically, we say jikan kansuu(time function). as time goes by, problems will also be gone. =D

i forgot today we have to attend the LAN or whatever meeting nantoka nantoka… ikitakunai! huhu…dont feel like going but we have to.

uh oh. onaka ga itai.hehe

nanka ne…saikin atashi motto akaruku kanjiru.=D im happy for being happy. hihii…

lie no lies.

yeah i know i’m bad at expressing how i feel.so sometimes i avoided answering questions and tell lies.haha…not really lies actually, i just didnt feel like answering it honestly…hazukashii?sou kana… hehe..

but not all are lies.

three words i will nvr lie.words i really mean.

:care:miss:love:

i do mean them.so if i ever say any of those to you, you’re the chosen one! yippiee!! ;D

well, i know.there are people who ‘like’ them.they use the words wherever, whenever they like.to anyone.there’s a time when i just get to know someone, and suddenly that person write in my book,`always luv and miss you my friend`. i dont really get it. hoho…i dont think she really mean it.

ijou desu.

haha i’m talking crap…!

guess he nvr read my blog. lol.

eh. what was i thinking? i hv to forget him laa…hahaha…

i hv to.

miss tun teja, thanx for the hug. i needed it.

but fyi, i don’t think he’ll understand and we’ll nvr be like before.

demo daijoubu. atashi ha atashi nari ni ikite ikitai kara.

xoxoxo

i’m tired.

sometimes i wonder if i can escape from things i don’t wanna face. well, of course i can’t.
just back to TBP a few days ago, back from raya. raya was….i dunno how to say it. lots of things happened.there are things i don’t wanna do, but i had to. i hurt someone. i dunno if he is reading my post or not, but i..i’m sorry…warui no ha atashi dakara. mou hoka no hito mitsuketa yo ne. sore wo kikuto yokatta. atashino kimochi hottoite, anataga shiawase nara juubun da. atashini jikan kakaru to omou.2 ka getsu ato, mou daijoubu da to omou. mou jibun no kimochi kizutsukanaide, anatani mukaeru.

phew…life’s hard. next month there’ll be interview for university admission.and we must be well prepared for it.gotta do revisions…just like we’re having another exam..hmm….

and now, i’m tired.i’ve just had enough.

otsukarechan~

well well…shiken mou owatta. yasumi mo mou sugu owaru. seems we have to attend motivation camp and stuff. hmm…. how’s it gonnabe eh, i wonder… hope it’d be fun.

exam was…..i dunno.i wasn’t really prepared. not as prepared as last sems.. so i don’t expect high. hehe… serve me right.

so the short sem is coming soon. i like short sem coz there will be koujou kengaku -it’s when we go visit factories or certain companies. last ywar we went to perodua and jvc.this year perhap we’re going to measat and celcom or what? heehee…..can’t wait!

actually i went home last week.it had been a long time i didnt return home….4 months?hm… altho i spent only 5 days at home, i enjoyed it. =D have to wait 3 months to go back ‘gain.. huhu…

so bad we’ve lost our internet connection at tbp. (T_T) now at student center, searching for shiryou for chikyuu kankyou..hm… not in the list of my favourite subjects tho.but hv to do it or else genten sarechatta..hihi…

2年生の生活？？

life’s great. yeah..
recently i got myself busy with experiment reports… 1 experiment per week. i wont mind if the experiments are simple and easy to understand but… *sighs* last week my report reached 31 pages.woohoo! rite now got 1 more report to be handed on tomorrow and i’m not even 60% done yet. plus, no internet. and the experiment wasnt really a success because we didnt have enough time. well well.. is this what we call university student life? if it is… i’m ”enjoying” it so much..
last friday i lost my hp(again!!) last 2 weeks i lost my wallet. (T.T) sad.but i’m fine, really. ;D

is someone intruding my friendster account? bcus there are some comments approved before i could approve it myself. hmm…..

funny that now i realized….

friend? buddy? mate? tomodachi? shinyuu? member? kwn? geng? lol.

now i know what a true friend is.

i always thought someone i trust, i help, i spend time together, i share my probs with…s/he is my friend.although people always say bad things bout his/her, i never give a damn. i always thought everyone has their goods-and-bads. although people can hardly see his/her good part, i’ll try show them. and maybe that’s where i got wrong. i shouldn’t appreciate someone so much as a friend. i should realize of their ‘bads’ too. and should be aware of it. because there might be a time when s/he will ‘eat’ you. it’s not really  backstabber i meant here, it’s just.., they’re not being a true friend for you.and it hurts.a bit.

i actually hv a few buddies i enjoy so much being with them. -blynx, max, aki, .. iema too. hehe… love you guys lotzz… also geng2 study group… miss ya’ll.

today i have great roommate, very considerate and understanding eza chan.. hehe… got similar name with mine. and before, lovely roommate miza chan.. also similar name. ;p natsukashii naa… mizah to isshouni asondari, warattari, netari…

i also have wonderful friends here, which i need not to mention here. you know who you are.you are someone who always spend time with me, doing ‘great’ things together, listen to me, tell me stupid stories, secret, etc. i have great time with you guys. *hugs*

i wont be sad a friend (uh actually someone i thought a friend which i realized now that s/he isnt a true friend) did something to me. i still have more to come. i know i was mistaken. for trusting him/her with my problem. s/he had done this to me before, twice. and i wasn’t aware of it. lol. stupid me. kondo, kiotsukenasai yo! ;D

you should be careful too. really, human being is a complicated creature and yet, the most special one created by Him.

gomen ne chii chan~~!

honto ni gomen!! actually i had time to write to you but a bit lazy…hehe…. not  a bit i guess. a lot. lol.

iroiro attandakedo, can’t tell you all.i dont want to write another ’short story’ here. hihi… so. we’re here now, at taman bukit pelangi. they call here batu tiga.but on written address, it’s subang jaya. whatever la…nice home.but the environment is a bit…..insecure, i’d say. MAIS is waaaaaaaaaaay better than here. i always have to remind myself, ‘it’s time to move with changes’.. huhu….

study is….hm…. a bit tough, but i’ll try my best. yea i know i’m lazy but hehe…what can i do. the new junior…. they’re realllly otonarashii… hehe.. if we walk next to them darekaga kouhai ka senpai ka ienai. (+_+) lol. pity us eh? no. i like being who i am now.

do you believe in: "if the time comes, you fall in love, and you can’t avoid it.love is like a curse"? i dont. i think only people who can’t manage themselves agree with that. we,human being, are gifted.we have brains.so we can think. if we think we can control our emotion, we will.don’t let emotion or those feelings control you. you control them.